Mercury is soon to be in retrograde and I’ll be receiving my birth chart in that time… Needless to say, I’m a little nervous. I already know big changes are coming.
Month: August 2016
Sociopath.
I started reading a book called The Sociopath Next Door recently and thought immediately of a couple people. If you use words and slander to belittle someone you’re a sociopath. If you do purposeful harm to others you’re a sociopath. If you show no remorse for your actions you’re a sociopath. If it’s all about you and your happiness then you’re a sociopath. If you wreck lives and sleep with people’s significant others just to build your own self esteem, you’re a certifiable sociopath. One in every four people is a conscienceless sociopath. The statistics are astounding. Hurting people and playing the victim is their forte. I can’t imagine ever trying to destroy homes or knowingly screw with other people’s lives just because you can and get some kind of twisted thrill from it. Sociopath is another term for psychopath. Get help.
Here’s Where You Won’t Find It.
You won’t find it in the bottom of a bottle. You won’t find it in a bar. You won’t find it when you’re looking. You won’t find it from afar.
You won’t find it in a blunt. You won’t find it at a club. You won’t find it in provocative clothing. You won’t find it in someone else’s hub.
You won’t find it if you’re desperate. You won’t find it sleeping around. You won’t find it when you’re unworthy. You won’t find it because it won’t be found.
You won’t find it if you think lowly of yourself. You won’t find it if you’re behaving badly. You won’t find it without self-love. You won’t find your truly, deeply, madly.
You won’t find it in someone else’s relationship. You won’t find it in your daddy. You won’t find it doing damage. You just won’t find it, sadly.
You won’t find it while you’re moping. You won’t find it in this Dr. Seuss styled shit. You won’t finding it cause you are desperate and unworthy. For fuck sake woman, take the fucking hint.
It Finally Happened.
I finally hit a massive personal milestone. I received my results from state boards and I’m now a Registered Nurse. That test was the hardest I’ve ever encountered but I made it. I survived nursing school and years of prerequisites. I feel like I should have magic powers by now. Don’t ask me how I did it because I’m not really sure. I’m guessing it all started with my decision. I decided this was it. I decided there was no room for failure. There was no giving up. Fall down? Cool, get your ass back up. Someone says you don’t have what it takes? Prove them wrong. You feel like giving up? Don’t. It’s a decision and dedication. It’s a commitment to yourself. Just survive each day and eventually you’ll be standing here with me. But this is only A milestone this is not the final destination. I have dreams I’ve turned into plans. I’m in motion and no plans of slowing down. Don’t try stopping me and don’t stand in my way.
The Mad Mind of Coraline 