Allow Me to Reintroduce Myself. 

I wear my heart on my sleeve. 

My emotions drive me and my mind molds me. I have been hurt trillions of times and still proudly display my heart to anyone worthy. I’m not the type to close myself off from people due to the sometimes malicious behaviors of mankind. I’ll never be heartless, I’ll never be cold. I love people too much and whole-heartedly. My heart is very tender and kind. Some people may think I’m some kind of monster but typically those people don’t know me at all. I consider myself a very caring, unbiased person. I hear of people being judgmental and my typical initial response is that someone along the line did them dirty. Someone was so unkind to them. If it’s aimed toward myself I don’t take it personally. They don’t know me. I’ll find a way to forgive them and I’ll keep on going about my day. Things don’t hurt me or get to me as they once did. I’ve had a lot of spiritual growth in the last few years and I plan on continuing to grow because I’m not perfect. I’ve said and done things I’m not proud of but they’ve helped mold me and I’m proud of who I’ve become in spite of them. 

I am very family centered. 

Family is number one. Blood is thicker than water. My last name is a cherished prize to me. I wear my family name proudly. I am honored to call some of the most miraculous, kind hearted, nonjudgmental people my blood. We are all so different but so close. Everything I am was shaped by my blood. And I hope to create that same network of support for all the future generations. I love my family. Not only was I blessed with two actively loving parents but my grandparents also took a huge part in raising me. All that love taught me how to love life and genuinely love people. 

I’m not one to mess around. 

Do not get me wrong, I’m goofy as hell. Goofy was passed down to me from my dad. I have a radical sense of humor. But I do not mess around. I very future oriented and I work hard to obtain my goals. I am very serious when it comes to matters of the heart and I’m not the type to be waivoring. My platform is solid on my beliefs and I stand my ground. I have a very open mind but it takes a lot for me to change it. 

Oh boy, am I a Scorpio. 

I’m a no bullshit, independent, loyal, and intensely passionate Scorpio. I am not a social butterfly but I am a genuine friend. I am an ambitious leader and a persistent rebel. Incredibly intuitive, extremely strong, inquisitive, and deeply caring and empathetic Scorpio. I’m the type of person you don’t want to stand between me and my goals or passions. I might come off as uncaring, unkind, and superficial but that opposes my internal qualities. Everyone needs a Scorpio in their life. 

I’m in love with the King. 

I fell in love with a Leo. Which is so ironic because one of the meanings of my name is Lion of God. How well do water and fire get along? You’d be shocked. We are a match made in heaven, yin and yang. You would think we were complete opposites when truly we are made of the same things. Independence, ambition, and loyalty. We build each other up in the most graceful way. Leo’s love is never mediocre and they need a woman to match. Who better than a scorpio? He’s everything I’ve ever hoped and prayed for in a man. My Leo Love. 

I’m easy to talk to. 

Believe it or not. I’m a great listener. I’m not intimidating once you get to know me. I’ve been told that I’m an intimidating person. Said statement makes me laugh. I’m not scary I’m actually pretty laid back. However I definitely don’t allow negativity in my life. I enjoy intellectual conversation and giving pep talks when needed. Not everyone is cool with me but I’m cool with everyone. I don’t pass judgement if we have different views. I’m a very conservative person who hangs out with liberals. I love all people, colors, shapes, sizes, genders, religions, cultural backgrounds, etc. The people I talk to and hang with like me because I’m a genuine person. But just like the juiciest peach, not everyone likes peaches. The most genuine people are disliked by people who take comfort in a lie. 

You don’t have to. 

I don’t understand why you put in so much effort. You go above and beyond. You bend until you break. And I could tell you this a million times but I’m not sure if you’ll ever listen. 

You don’t have to. 

You’re not alone. Not anymore. You buy me flowers. Take me out on dates. Apologize for not texting back right away. You cook me dinner. You spoil me rotten. As adorable as that is and as wanted as that makes me feel, 

You don’t have to. 

You hold me every night and you take away the pain. You build me up and you show me off. You make me laugh until I cry. You would do anything to make me smile. And I’ll say it again. 

You don’t have to. 

I love you without all the additional things. I love your flaws and your perfections, your sensitivities and your strengths, your insides and out. I love everything about you. And you know that; 

You don’t have to. 

But you do for me anyway. Because you care so much. Because you love me just as much as I love you. And this much is true; 

I don’t have to. But I’d do anything for you. 

Bucket List. 

So much to do and definitely not enough time on this earth. Fortunately I’ve already crossed a few things off from my bucket list. I’ve been to Hawaii, swam with sea turtles and a manta ray, went snorkeling, been to Universal Studios and Disney, watched Humpback Whales breach water and swim with their young, been to Texas, stood on the bridge from the movie Selena, been to the Alamo, been to Mammoth Caves in Kentuckey, been to Makers Mark Distillery and hand dipped in wax my own whiskey bottle, been to the Grand Old Opry, been to the Mall of America, been to San Fransisco and crossed the Golden Gate Bridge, and been to Mt Hood in Oregon. I’ve done a lot of traveling for someone so young. I’ve experienced many different things and feel so blessed to have seen what I have. I swam in the Pacific, Atlantic, and Gulf before I was 16. I owned my own home at age 23. I’ve lived a lot. I have a lot left I want to experience before my time expires. I would love to learn how to hula dance and belly dance. I want to learn how to blow glass from a professional. I’d love to travel the world and have my own lengthy list of place to see and cultures to experience. I want to walk the Great Wall of China and ride an elephant in India. I want to go on an African Safari and see all of Egypt. I want to see the Abydos Kings List, the pyramids at Giza, the temple/tomb of Nefertari. I want to watch the waters of the Nile flow. I want to see all of Australia and swim by the Great Barrier Reef. This list could go on forever. I would like to write and publish at least one novel, My Grandpas biography. I want to tattoo most of my body by famous tattoo artists including Kat Von D and Sara Fabel. I want to master MMA and boxing/kick boxing. Id like to be with my man when his music takes off and becomes international. Id like him to be by my side through all of my bucket list including our own little private version of a bucket list (wink, wink). I want to experience it all. I want to float in the Dead Sea. Id like to visit Santorini Greece. I want to get paid to model for a tattoo magazine. I want to get my cosmetology license. Id like to have numerous degrees from different universities. Id like to learn how to fly a plane. I want to go on a mission trip and practice medicine in a third world country. I’m very ambitious and this could go on forever. I just want to truly live. To experience all this world has to offer. I have a passion for life.